is it everything that you believe and more

i'm so sleepy and tired i dont know what's going on..going for blades of glory with phoon..hope it'll be better thn when we went against our better judgement and watched super fans(a chinese movie)instead of teenage mutant ninja turtles.we faked painful laughs at lame jokes just so to make our money seem like it was worth it.

you gotta stand up for what is right sometime or another.

my source of strength,my source of hope is Christ alone

i asked queenie for a line from a song for my blogpost this time round.i just wanted someone else to come up with it this time.(in case you haven't noticed i title all my blogposts with a line from a song)and she gave me this.and it's ironic but in a way it pictures what i've been through this week.and the weeks before that.
the dreading everyday feeling just because it's another day.the wishing that you can turn back time and go back to the old days.but if there's one thing i've learnt,i've learnt that we can't change what's gonna happen to us.but we can change how we face em.
i know it's too much of a cliche and all but talking and hearing bout a cliche is very different from experiencing a cliche itself and thus finding out personally why it's a cliche.
okay,i know you're lost somewhere in my web of words.
i guess sometimes i feel like Jesus is not enough.why else would i fail to just trust Him 100%?i fell like while trusting Jesus i've gotta do something else to make things better myself.
keyword:myself.
very wrong.
why?because my source of strength and my source of hope is Christ alone.

tell me i didn't just crap a bunch of unintelligible sentences that prove i dont deserve to pass my english.

trading all that i have for all that is better

what is there left that i can say?it's all there in the title.

and they say words arent enough.

andai ku bisa merubah semua hingga tiada orang terluka

i would.

properties of material and light waves electron test today.it feels like i have very long weeks.which i guess i actually do.classes from9to5, exams on friday which was supposed to be no class days,and then LAN subjects on saturdays from9till3.one day break in the form of sunday and then back to the repetitive-ness of another hectic week.throw in the home cum library revisions and you've got yourself a i-wish-this-week-would-end week.

i could actually get used to this.maybe.

i still care about you

ko-wei's ques to me today when we were preparing for IT presentation-
'hey,sarah are you a Christian?'
'Yeah i'm a Christian'
'i knew it.you have that Christian look'
*secretly excited*
'really?'
'Yeah,most Christians have that banana look.'

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need i go further?
i mean i guess that didn't mean a lot but one would more prefer another to have seen the difference in one's life as a Christian as opposed to merely having an alleged 'banana look'.

do we mirror Christ in His image?
in anyway at all?

find rest my soul in Christ alone,know His power in quietness and trust

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we are the reason

had a farewell dinner for ashy yesterday.she's leaving for johor to do her matrix on monday.it was-let me find the right word to describe it-the best medicine ever.(okay so maybe word(s))why?cause laughter is,and we just didnt stop laughing.only4of us made it.sue yen's of course in spore studying while kellie was in spore but i think shopping.haha.geetha had something on.we went to pizza hut.wanted to go for seafood tomyam or something like that but didnt open.so ended up at pizza hut(predictably)haha.i miss these guys.

for a moment it was just like the high school days.the days where we'd go for lunch at pizza when we've just gotten our allowance instead of the usual 'chap fan' when we're broke.=P

how do you weigh a friendship like ours?

i mean,we've been through practically everything.had the worst of fights yet the best of times.somehow always in the same class,bringing an abrupt end to the peaceful atmosphere.hung together through the bad moods,bad days and the days where there just didnt seem like there's anything to say to each other.

the answer is you just don't weigh it.cause it's impossible.

food for thought:do you care enough not to care about what others think?

i've chosen a very incovenient time to fall sick.

the workload is starting to get to me.

this road that we travel,they envy the straight and the narrow

you know how when we're having a rough day,maybe week,maybe even a phase..and all we wanna think about is how we should be pitied and seeking sympathy from people..and you'd find that it's really hard to actually stop wallowing in self-pity,put ourselves aside and then think about what God went through instead.cause in times like these we find it hard to contemplate on anything else but our worries.
in short we become selfish when we face troubles.we couldn't be bothered about people around us when we're having a bad day..that's usually the case isnt it?we become a bad testimony of Christ's love.but when we do manage to put ourselves aside and start remembering what Jesus went through,it makes us feel better.

getting there may be tough,but try a little harder,then we see the light..
and in that light of Christ's suffering and now His power,things dont look so bad after all.we begin to see the hope that was dimmed.

i guess what i'm trying to say is sometimes,we just gotta get over ourselves and see there's much more to it than moping.
too much to ask?