waiting,just to hear that still small voice of you

whoops.
just didnt have the time to blog..been quite busy with..well,everything.
i guess i'd rather have myself occupied than just rot doing nuthin..but there are a couple of books i have yet to finish.steven king's cell being a prime example of books that got me reading as far as the1st chapter.not like it's not interesting.it is.
i've just yet to find a novel that gets me reading over and over like harry potter.care to delve?

youths went to the procare nursing home in taman oug yesterday.though expected,it doesnt make it any easier to see those old people there.. lonely and so glad of company..though we're much younger..they just wanted to talk,chat..and it just gets me thinking..man..sometimes it just gets to me so much.
while we're getting on with our usual lives someone's out there unhappy with life..dissatisfied..looking for a source..something,someone to just fill that emptiness in them.and we hold that most valuable,precious answer yet sometimes we're just unwilling to share it.why?

got home about5.30today after choir prac..took the train with sis..it was crazy..as usual ktm had many masalah technical so quite a few trains didnt make their rounds and the platform was packed..so whn the train came somehow hannah got in and i didnt..and she got in real deep n cudnt come out and it was so packed i cudnt go in anymore.so yeah,i took the next train..great day for it to happen,just when my phone batt decided it was the best time to die on me=P

what is cool?
like what makes teenagers,kids my age feel cool?in control..
cause i'm really at a lost looking at how ppl just get influenced so easily..
they start swearing,getting drunk,and the most sad thing is that they forget God.before everything there was God in their lives.but in just that few destructive moments,suddenly God just,disappeared.

and that kills me.cause if God was so apart of their lives like how they protrayed it,then how in the world can a few days of mixing with the wrong people,of more freedom take Him away just like that?
the only conclusion that makes sense to me is that God was never so important to them than they made it to be.
that it was all fake.
prove me wrong....
somebody.